Breaking the Habit

Early this year I already envisioned what is going to happen. 2010 will offer a big change in my life. First, AJ, in April, came back to Philippines to continue his studies there. Came May, my best friend Cynia and family moved to Canada. I didn't expect though that Isay was getting married (civil) in the Philippines and eventually moved with Jerome. I didn't see it coming - Jerome being recalled back to Nestle Philippines as early as this November. Now I am alone in Lae. From the day that Je and Isay got married I got hooked on to my laptop. Surfing the net, writing and reading blogs and fb. I found more friends in fb and got addicted giving my comments and sending messages to my long missed friends. I got so passionate exchanging messages with friends. And I can feel that living inside fb became a habit for me...one habit that is hard to break *reminds me of a song i recently saw as a link :)* .

Last night over dinner with my 2 staffs, we decided to create a new activity to lessen the boredom in this place. 6am, starting tomorrow we will be walking at the yacht club. Last night's tomorrow is today. I was waiting for Roy and Roy was waiting for me. I was at fb while waiting for him, waiting for me. Michel who decided not to come today started making noise asking us where is the "plan" why we're both not up yet. That's the only time i logged out of fb and headed out of my room . It was a nice sunny Sunday. We saw friends who were going out to the sea to fish. Two rounds walking up and down the break water and that's it. The sun was already getting hot at 7am. We went back home, thanks to Roy for driving, I got to be the passenger for once.

It was a relief. I was very down in the morning but after the walk and witnessing the sunrise, it built more hope in me. It's a new day...new hope.