That Woman (unedited)

This was written by somebody who is very dear to me. I believe he wrote this when he was very angry with me. Angry is an understatement. I know I caused him so much pain and I just couldn't believe he could write this in the midst of agony. My heart bleeds for him and how I wish I could mend whatever injury I caused. But...there is just no way to do it....

................ or is there?


"In 42 years of my life, I really never thought that I could find a person as unique as she is... A person who for almost 2 years influenced, teach and guide me to deal in my everyday life....

That WOMAN....... is a responsible daughter to her parents, a supportive sister to her siblings, a "super mom" to her son...

That WOMAN........ is a shoulder to lean on for her friends, a strong and respectable leader to her suborbdinates, a provider for others...

That WOMAN.... sometimes also break out and fall to her knees ( well, everyone of us does ), but that doesn't necessarily mean it will bring her down. Instead every shortcomings, every fall, every tears..... she considered them as challenges for her to overcome and to learn....

That WOMAN....... is a real Christian... A God fearing individual... she's not that religious in a sense, but she put that christianity in her into actions, by humbly obeying the commandments and sharing her blessings. You can clearly see her sincerity in love and prayers, intended not only for her benefit but also for others as an individual and as a whole...

That WOMAN..... is a fighter, her character is moulded from the battles in life she encountered and encoutering... Think twice in dealing with her..... the sweet apperance and soft spoken words are not your basis to fool her... Wait till you get the taste of it... Her silence is not submission, it's an agenda that surely will return to you to realize your mistakes and wrong intentions....

That WOMAN.... is a joyfull and a shalow person... you can easily recognize her by the smile that she wears at all times... A simple joke can fill the room with her laugh.. Not just an ordinary laugh but a burst and head turning one..

That WOMAN.... is soooooo caring, you might not see it at once, but as you go along with her, you can feel that step by step affection slowly injected in you...

That WOMAN... is a role model... you can easily be influence by her doings in many ways..
I for one, is not really a writer.. ( Well still I am not.. He He...) But she easily convinced me to try... This is one of the outcome ( blame her.... he he )... Kidding aside writing helps me a lot.. in a way, this serves as my outlet to show what I feel.... what I feel for her (you can follow it in almost all of my notes...)..... the joys, the excitements, the love and..... the pains (most of them deleted... Ha ha ha). Anyway, I knew some part of her as a person, her undertakings, her achievements, her joys and her thoughts... thru her writtings...
What I wrote is just the picture of her.. the way she shows it to me and the way I was able to translate it...

My perception of her as my friend, my enemy and my love .... that WOMAN.

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