Letting Go...

My final year in the university was a very tough year. Not that the subjects were difficult, in fact they were easy because all the eye-brow burning ones were taken in my early years. It was loosing my very first boyfriend that made it really tough. The pain was unbearable. It felt like my heart was going to explode because of sadness. Somebody who I accepted wholeheartedly rejected me that easy (I'm exaggerating here, I found out it was not that easy for him. 2 years after we splitted up, we bumped at each other and had the chance to talk.) He was my best friend who knew all my secrets, now just denied me of the attention which was mine all those (four and a half) years. But there is nobody else who can help me survive and get over this pain except myself. I cried all the tears I needed to cry. I earned all the lines on my forehead. But I had to move on. Life has to be lived.

There is one thing I learned from this." If it's dead, don't go digging it every five minutes to check if there's a pulse. If it's dead, it's dead! Walk away! Letting go and walking away means you are exercising control and good decision-making-powers. You are making your choice rather than letting the situation control you. So let go, walk away!"